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Hatsuharu Sohma is 15 and the Ox of the Zodiac. Haru has something of a Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde complex related to the
Ox's personality. He is usually calm and placid as the White Haru, like the Ox is usually calm and placid,
but can be goaded into "stampeding", the Black Haru, where he could be edgy, mean and slightly oversexed.
Unlike Kagura Sohma who is completely clueless when she transforms to her violent side,
White Haru is conscious during his "black" transformation, but is unable to do anything about it.
He just either apologizes or ignores the situation. He's somewhat an interesting character.
Additionally, Haru has a rather bad sense of direction.
He has a bicycle but got lost somewhere in his travels. Haru likes to make fun of Kyo passively and wants to
fight with him on a regular basis. This all started when he was little. He held a grudge against Yuki. People in his family always made fun of him
about how the cow was stupid and let the rat used the him. This made him mad, so mad that he developed a black personality.
He soon had forgiven Yuki Sohma after he knew him better.
Haru is mostly seen wearing rockish attire, like biker clothes. It's so sad. He only
rides a bicycle because he's not old enough to ride a motorcycle.
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The Blog of Hatsuharu Sohma...
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
hate love
I hate love. I'm so miserable by it. And I hate it for leading me into this oblivion.
"Hello?" she asked. How I wished to be right beside her the moment I heard her sweet voice.
"It's been a while, Rin." She knew it was me instantly.
"I'm sorry, Haru. I thought I told you to never call me again." After all this time, I thought things would become a little lighter. I guess, nothing has changed.
"I just thought I'd say hello. Anyway, goodbye." I hung up the phone. It lead me and I followed. I'm such a fool and I hate it for leading me down this self-destructive path of lost hope, broken dreams and self-indulgent delusion. I still remember the day when I've visited her in the hospital. She had stitches, bandages and every sort of pain written all over her body. She got hurt because of Akito. She got hurt because of me. I'm never going to forget that day. Then she broke up with me. It's only obvious that she did it to protect herself. If you ask me, she did the right thing and I, for one, agree. I don't want her to get hurt anymore.
How 'bout me? I'm still left hurting for what happened. I hate love. It's all love's fault why I'm still longing for Rin. It's funny, you know? What makes my heart leap with joy and fill you with every kind of happiness could also chop you into tiny bits and pieces. Then pour gas all over your broken world, light it up in flames, and burn it to ashes. However, the ashes are too heavy to let the wind sweep away, so they're here to stay.
I was left hanging. Confused and dreary. It's as if somebody pushed me to fall off the stair -- waiting for a painful fall.
I regret it. It's a damn shame why I said yes let's forget everything! And now comes the remorse and the despair. Yes, I don't want her to get hurt again... Still, I love her. Isn't there anyway to keep things going?
"I'm so alone." Everybody's having fun in the hotspring right now. While I'm left with the pain.
unleashed the feeling at 3:12 PM
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